Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Juicy Women

My new women's group met for the second time tonight. Our first meeting was a few weeks ago when we came together to talk about what we were interested in creating. The consensus was to open up to our sexual selves and experience more juiciness.

So we gathered together, sat in a circle, pulled the rune of trust, drank an aphrodisiac liquor made with damiana, brandy, and chocolate, and started the sharing of our sexual histories.

There are six of us and Pema went first. She talked about her first memories of masturbation and orgasms, sexual fantasies, and the emotionally charged cautionary advice from her mother. She cried over the trauma of being abandoned by her boyfriend directly after opening to her first sexual experience with him. She told us of her numerous sexual partners during her high school years and beyond and then of the many years with her husband and how even though he was the best sexual partner she has ever had, how her anger shut down her desire and attraction for him. She talked about the years after her divorce and various sexual adventures of all kinds...female lovers, group sex, escorting, mistressing, fisting and BDSM. She told us about her tantra training, the various kinds of orgasms she experiences, her ejaculations, polyamorous nature and her current love affair. Many stories, portals to her sexual self. I feel blessed to be such a witness.

I haven't been in a women's group in years. It's juicy and I'm ready for more.

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