Juicy Women #2

Last night my Juicy Women's Group met for the third time and we started off with a short, silent meditation and then did a brief check in of our adventures since we had last met.



One woman shared lots of fun tidbits about her Abraham cruise to the Mexican Riviera with her husband and how she thoroughly enjoyed the trip but has found herself overly tired upon returning and is now recuperating from being sick.


Another is in the midst of the immense busyness and hassles of selling her home and is hoping to perhaps retire and have more leisure time for herself soon.

One is in the middle of starting a blogging website business and has been writing lots. She is waiting for her lover's business stress to break so she can experience what being in relationship with him will really be like when their financial situation has changed.

Another has just returned from a trip overseas where some of her adventures have left her contemplating a stuckness in her sexual attitudes perhaps pertaining to her religious background.

One spoke of her current status of being out of relationship and using the time to work on self-healing. She is feeling very empowered for releasing a steady client who kept crossing her boundaries.

And I mentioned the recent Enlightenment Intensive I attended at the Mt. Baldy Zen Center and the resulting deeper connection with Self and I have been experiencing.

It was Rosemary's turn to share her sexual history. She had lots of funny stories from her childhood about how she expressed her sexuality at a very young age.

She told us about an incident when she was four or fives years old and wanted to show off her yoni. She took off her panties and waited for a car to come by. She then laid down in the middle of the road, facing the car with her legs spread eagled.

I think the thing that impressed me the most was how she climbed to the top of tether ball poles in the middle of the crowded playground at her elementary school--bringing herself to orgasm by the time she reached the top. She would then hang there until it subsided and then slide down, no one the wiser to what her antics were actually about.

The stories she told about the sexual molestation she endured at the hands of her step-brother were not funny.

I could feel the yearning when she shared her seemingly excruciating long wait for the signs of secondary sexual development--breasts, the loss of baby fat, her period. She told us how she would put cotton balls under her tee-shirt and admire the breast-like bumps in the mirror.

We heard about her first boyfriends and her intent to stay a virgin until she was married. She managed her sexual energies by engaging in lots of kissing and dry humping to orgasm. She experienced her first penetrating sex, before marriage, at the age of sixteen.

She talked about the sexual boredom she experienced with her husband after giving birth to her first child. The only way she could handle having sex with him was to close her eyes and fantasize that he was someone else.

She slid over years of a divorce, another husband who was physically abusive, more children, relationships, love, sex.

And then her introduction into polyamory...to be continued in two weeks.