Whatever

I'm happy for you, you know?
Always want what is good for you.
Excited that you will be off on a new adventure,
Making change.  It's a big deal.  It's good.

This isn't about me. That it makes me feel more cut
out of your life and heart is superfluous.  This isn't
about me.

When I told him about your exciting news
he exclaimed, "Great!  Good for him!"
Then he said, "And how are you with that?"

I responded, "Whatever.  Fuck him."
Then I started crying.