All this jealous energy! Goodness. Breathing. It's good. Yes. I ask for this, right? It brings to me blog. That's good. Jealousy inspiring my writing I see. Okay.
He asked her if she wanted to be his lover? I think that's what he said--or meant?
Who wouldn't want to be her lover? She is beautiful. Sexy. Smart. Sweet. Salty. And those breasts. Nice body. I like her. A. Lot.
And then his dream. Hummm.
But then right after he reveals all this he tells me he doesn't know if he'll have time for me this weekend.
Okay.
Fuck.
All is good.
But sometimes I feel insecure. Just want to know I'm loved.
But then, I know that.
No doubt.
Just want to know he's in love.
With me.
Don't know that.
Maybe nothing to know.
Lord. Have mercy on me.
These stories are a portal to myself. I write for my own pleasure while intending to offer a value to others. I tend to focus on alternative relationship styles but those in more traditionally structured relationships are welcome too. I believe the most significant relationship we have is with ourselves. Discovering self through Another beckons me. Currently, I'm particularly curious about spirituality, sexuality, polyamory, communication, compersion, contemplation, and truthtelling.
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- I am a California licensed psychotherapist in private practice. I am married to one of my best friends. Our children are grown and we have a passel of beautiful grandkids.
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- A New Illluminated Rumi--One Song by Michael Green* Poetry
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- Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting--The Astonishing Power of Feelings by Lynn Grabhorn*Spirituality
- Love's Fire--Re-Creations of Rumi by Andrew Harvey*Poetry
- Loveing What Is--Four Questions That Can Change Your Life by Byron Katie*Spirituality
- Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle*Spirituality
- Power Vs. Force--The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior by David R. Hawkins, M.D., Ph.D.*Spirituality
- Quantum Mind--The Edge Between Physics and Psychology by Arnold Mindell, Ph.D.* Sprituality
- Shambhala Sun--Buddhism Culture Meditation Life*Magazine
- Stranger In A Strange Land by Robert A Heinlein*Science Fiction
- The Brothers Neville by Art, Aaron, Charles, and Cyril Neville, and David Ritz*Autobiography
- The Energy of Money--A Spiritual Guide to Financial and Personal Fulfillment by Maria Nemeth, Ph.D.* Spirituality
- The Power of Intention--Learning to Co-create Your World Your Way by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer*Spirituality
- The Seven Spiritual Laws Of Success--A Practical Guide To The Fulfillment Of Your Dreams by Deepak Chopra* Spirituality
- The Subject Tonight Is Love--60 Wild and Sweet Poems of Hafiz by Daniel Ladinsky*Poetry
6 comments:
Compersion follows a zig-zag path sometimes doesn't it? Thank you for sharing this. I am glad to see you post again. I was missing your insights.
David
The distinction between loving and being in love...
There's sure some jazzy stuff there huh?
I love your honesty and courage about writing beautiful lady. You are special and amazing. I'm blessed to know you. *smiles*
Thanks Pagan, Yes it certainly does. As long as no fear comes up around me getting what I want, then I'm happy to share! Ha. Fear kills all the fun. Can't love and fear at the same time.
Greenwoman, Yes, loving and being in love. Is that a crazy distinction? Certainly some very jazzy stuff there, no doubt. It just means something different. I contemplated it a lot before and blogged about it. Did I ever come to a conclusion? ;)
It's good to "be back". Don't know if I am actually back but it would be very nice to be writing again. Maybe I will!
How these wobbles amaze and confuse me :D
I like to think that if the world became poly it would be experiencing these moments that would create the greatest compassion and gentleness in us for each other.
Huge Gratitude for this post:)
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